Someone who is very special to me gave this rose to me today while I was down at the lake feeding Papa Goose. I thanked him and held it in my right hand as I fed the birds with my left - not wanting anything to happen to its petals. For you see, this rose means the world to me. It made my heart overflow, and as I walked home I carried it - admittedly, basked in a glow. As I placed it on the little red table by the front door while scrambling for my keys, I thought about his gesture. I know that this rose was what he was able to tangibly give to me, but I hoped that he somehow knew that he has given so much already to me as well.
I don't know my friend's "story" other than he is at the lake every day and has been for the past year or so as I have made my rounds. He is a witty, funny, and kind man. I think he may be homeless - I am not sure, but I know in his heart he really isn't, for our lake is home for him.
He always has his backpack and a newspaper with him. He once told me that he had been living "this way" for 30 years. He once told me that life was about positive thoughts and love and putting that love "out there." He has daily pearls of wisdom for me and others as we pass by "his" picnic table nestled under the shady oak tree and big blue sky.
When Shawn and I walked the lake together last year, he would share the current headlines from his newspaper and chat with us a bit. Yes, he is a jokester and again, very witty. Shawn -always patient and always kind - eventually shared with him that he was being deployed to Afghanistan. Well, our friend has never forgotten that. He asks me every single time when I see him how Shawn is doing and if I have heard from him and then asks me how I am doing. He searches my face to see my reaction and he somehow seems to understand my heart. Perhaps he once served? I don't know. I haven't asked. I don't want to pry. He told me that he "doesn't have access to a computer but that he has a heart and his heart is keeping Shawn safely in it."
Well, on Christmas morning, I felt compelled to go down to the lake to feed Papa Goose, of course, and all of my feathered friends but I also felt compelled to check in on our dear human friend. He was there - blessedly - and I gave him a picture of "Little One" and a small Christmas gift from Shawn and me.
He was very very moved.
And he was thankful. And he was appreciative. And he doesn't forget. When he handed me this rose today he thanked me again and said and I quote: "Your picture of the baby was magical. It really touched my heart." I thanked HIM and told him that was one of OUR baby swans who was born right here "you know."
He said he knew.
And I know he does. He sees. He feels.
And he LIVES.
No, I don't know his story. I don't know what brought him here or his life's journey. And I don't need to know. All I need to know is that, for now, he IS here. He has a message and a gift to share.
And that would be HIM.
Thank you my dear friend on the lake. Your rose is not just a rose to me. It is a token of unconditional love in the purest form. And it will remain on my desk and in my heart long after its bloom.
♥